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One Day Robots Will Cry

"I'm back after all these years, don't be afraid my dear, now I'm older."

Hi, old blog :') it's me. Still me. After a year and several months.. I'm back.

"Yeah I'm still a kid, eventhough I'm colder."


Life has been quite mediocre.
Some update maybe required. Well here they are:
- I live in Surabaya now (I'm posting this from Jakarta though)
- 17 years young.
- On my way to grade 12.
- In love with someone and it's complicated.
- Still in a rage love with Star Wars and The Beatles.
- Will have a trip to Germany, France, and Switzerland this summer.

I Still Have the Guts to Do This I Think

WHY I MUST BE IN THE SCIENCE CLASS

http://www.roadtransport.com/blogs/big-lorry-blog/2011/02/mercedes-benz-trucks-of-the-fu.html#more

That's my Uncle Andy Sugata.
Now that I want to be like that, I must be in the science class for the 11th grade.
Please help me with math. PLEASE.

Bestfriends Are Perfect Rivals

HEYYA! HAVEN'T TOUCHED THIS BLOG SINCE DECADES AGO! OH I MISS YOU.
Btw Happy New Year Alles! :D
I am gonna make a tribute for all my bestfriends for being so good to me. But I don't know how to make something cool so I just typing here :D

First of all, I'd like to thank all my bestfriends, from two years of kindergarten, six years of elementary school, 3 years of junior high, and 6 months of highschool (cmon, I'm a newbe in highschool), and other friends outta school.


BESTFRIENDS ARE PERFECT RIVALS.
Oh this happened to me in JHS, in English course, and is happening to me in high school.

In JHS, my bestfriend and bestrival named Valerie. She and I were guitarists in the school band. That's the rival part and that's the bestfriend part. We laughed, we cried, we even fought! with Elisa too, we spent our 9th grade amazingly. She's a tough person. She had passion in art.

In SHS, this girl named Stefany Biantoro is totally having a genius brain. Maybe she is half Einstein or what. I've always looked up to her. She made me want to pass her scores. It gives me more self motivation. I want to thank her. And I am so proud my English mark is higher than her ;) (OH THAT'S THE ONLY ONE MAN! ALL MY OTHER SCORES ARE BELOW HERS HAHA). With Vei Ling, my other bestfriend, we will be some kind of evil geniuses hahaha. Btw Vei Ling is the kindest person of three of us hahaha :D Very good at being with money ;)


BESTFRIENDS ARE PERFECT SISTERS.
I got this in JHS. Oh nice nice time. Crazy lazy time. What a life! I gotta mention many names, man! Ulla Pangaribuan, Vania Rompas, Jenny Riveria, Claudia Lesmana, Chelsea Sari, Rhea Levina, Rani Olivia, Diana Silvana, Clarissa Ardra, Aggy Agatha, Jessica Noorsita and Febyane are the best among the very best girls.

Ulla. Mom, sister, devil, in a same person. Work hard, party harder. A good adviser to me. Crazy like hell. Mad as a bull. Wise as an owl. Funny. Sexy. Oia, good at economy and essay things. Met her in Santa Ursula JHS, class of 7.3.

Veve. She keeps the devil inside her beautiful face. Dance and keep dancing. Her mind is kinda dirty and somehow very funny. I wonder what is her brain made of.

Jenny. Dance in every breath she takes. Somehow innocent (I don't admit it though).

CL. A good artist. Very patient. Smart and funny at the same time (I rarely found this type of person). A girl with no anger. Diligent and a sweet pupil. I don't know how she ended up playing with us haha.

Chelsea. A total kind person. Good at laughing and design.
Rhea. A total ass. Insane. Lunatic. I gave applause to her photographs.
Rani. Nice kid type. I remember how she laughed and mocked people ;)
Diana. An excellent artist. Her trophies made her house full.
Isa. An awesome basketball player. White-hearted person. Truly a nice girl.
Aggy. The most plain girl I've ever met. I like her style. Cool. Good at basketball.
Noor. I remembered we got crazy with Ariyani and Maya :D Very nice time!
Feby. An awesome musician. Totally a big sis to me.


BESTFRIENDS WITH COINCIDENCE.
Ah I have only one super friend with this type. Khanza Defeorenzia Salsabila.
First time I know her, she was me, somehow. We had so much things in common. But as we knew each other, I found so much different things between us. Her English is high rated. She is good at quotes, critics, sarcastic sentences. A good photographer. A nice person. Mature and tough. A good motivator in my life.


THE OLD BESTFRIENDS.
But still, you had been my bestfriends, some time in my life. Maybe now we're not bestfriends anymore or what, I don't care. I'll feel regret if I don't post your name here :')

Elementary school bestfriends.
Alexandro Akbar Carrero. Ero. You were lovely! You were and still are a unique person. I thank God because He let me be friends wit you. You are a religious person until now I hope :)
Maria Yuliana Hendrika. Corry. You are one in the world, girl! I miss you btw. I remember how we played in front of the class :)
Maria. Although our last relationship was not too good, I thank you. And I am sorry :)
Cindy Yorza. I remember, you were good to me. I am sorry :) We were closed some time in the elementary school.
Daniel Dionisius. I don't know if I can call you bestfriend or not. You are a nice guy. Keep being nice.
Vania Angelina. We were bestfriends from the 4th grade or something.I remember playing in your house ;)


BESTFRIENDS I CAN'T SAY THE TYPE. (Cause they're very random)
Gadiza Olivia, Yosia, Zenia. You three are crazy. Nothing to say. You are older than me and crazier than me.




And the last, my bestfriend for at least 5years. Daniel Antonius Pasaribu :) Nothing to describe. you are the best of all.

'God Bless Ye Merry Gentlemen'

Heyya fellas!
Just recover from my chickenpox thing.
And I must do the final exams all alone cos everyone has finished by now.
And OSIS 2010-2011 presents Classmeeting 2010 on this Thu til Sat

Btw it's nearly Christmas!
Am enjoying Coldplay's Christmas Lights. Cooooool

And what I want for this Christmas are:
- coming home savely
- beatles things as I always want
- Maroon5 ticket (which was sold out in 1day. Fuck.)
- meeting with some good old buddies
- and a new bag. My orange Nike bag is totally broken :(
- more shoes shoes and shoes
- The Beatles Rock Band for PSP
- new swatch
- clothes
Etcetera

I think these weren't Christmas wish list but also birthday wish list ha ha
Yea whatever
Just saying, not hoping to much

God Bless You All, sleepyheads!
Have a great Christmas

Btw today (Dec8) is the celebration of John Lennon's death.



Kay, see yah!
Iloveyoudearsomeone :]

LDKS Luar Kota CPO SMA Santa Maria Surabaya

FRIDAY, OCTOBER 22

We departed from our school at 6.30 in the morning. Using public transportation (bus, bemo), me and 5 of my friends went to a place somewhere in Pacet from Surabaya. We were the 1st group to go.
Arrived at Narwastu, we built a camp. Not too successful but nice enough.
Then after all groups arrived, we went to explore the place. There were some stops. The games in every stops were AMAZING.
We got some lessons too that day. Theories. meh.
Oia that day was Pak Wiwid birthday so the teachers did some craziness ;)


SATURDAY, OCTOBER 23
In the morning we went for another adventure. NICE. CAN'T WRITE HERE. NOT ENOUGH. HAHA.
In the afternoon we must make our own event. The event was outdoor, but it was suddenly raining so that we had to move indoor. And I was the MC. I was very sad because I made a lot of mistakes :(
Then at night we, one by one, alone, by ourselves, walked around that place, in the darkness. Kinda scary. But nothing happened ;)

SUNDAY, OCTOBER 24
Went home aaaaaa how I love the floor! We hardly found floors in Narwastu. Just soil. haha. We went home using a truck. nice and tiring.

I love LDKS nyaaa :D

Jealousy Kills

Don't be jealous. It will kill you. Like it killed me.

For example:
If you want to kill your girlfriend, don't shoot her in her head. Sleep with another girl. She'll kill herself.

I am jealous. To my friends who are still in Jakarta.
To their new friends who are taking my position.
To every men and women who have a greater life than me.
To every living creatures.

Stop bein jealous, keep living.
Be jealous, you're dead.

I am trying not to kill myself.

And I, love you so much, dear you-know-who-you-are.

Don't let me down.

This is out of range.
So bye.

Coincidence

DEAR KHANZA DEFEORENZIA SALSABILA, HOW COME I HAVE A SIMILAR LIFE WITH YOU?
I MEAN, FROM THE BEGINNING,
WE LOVED GEORGE HARRISON,
WE SUPPORT GERMANY (THE FOOTBALL TEAM AND THE COACH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA),
AND WHEN MY CAMERA BROKE DOWN, YOURS TOO,
AND WHEN I LIKED ......, YOU TOO,
AND AND AND...
AND NOW, MY FRIEND ***** **, YOUR FRIEND TOO,
MANY THINGS HAPPENED.
ONE THING I HAVE TO ASK YOU: WHO ARE YOU HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*annoying orange mood*