Men

1. George Harrison.
He was a Beatle. He played guitar. He got that charm. But.. he's dead. OKAY.

2. Joachim Low.
He is Germany's head coach in the national team. He is good looking and no doubt, hot. But the problems are: He is 50, he is married, and he is a bisexual. DAMN. He and his assistent are a gay-couple we think, after some photos we found. And he did something nasty. HAHA GO FIND A VIDEO "JOACHIM LOEW IN 3RD EYE"

3. Mesut Ozil.
He is a German football player. He is 21. But....has a fiance. Yeah we can do nothing. Thank God he's not a gay HAHA.

4. Graham Coxon.
So my friend here, Khanza, is madly in love with this great looking british guitarist. You can google him to see his beautiful face and lovely guitar playing. But...he's 41 haha old.

5. Ryland Blackinton.
I admire Ryland like crazy. He is this guy from Cobra Starship. With his guitar and green eyes. He's far away and has a girlfriend.

6. Johnny Depp
He has been everybody's celebrity crush. Haha. No need to say anything.

Ah who else?
Why can't we just find someone who is close to us. And doesn't have problems like:
- Too old.
- Has a girlfriend or fiance or wife.
- A gay. or even Bisexual.
- A pure jerk.

classmeeting

Walopun gak seseru taun lalu, enak sih ikut classmeeting.
Gabisa diceritain. Asik lah :)

BERDOA SEBELUM MAKAN :D

hari ini abis ambil pengumuman kelulusan les inggris, gue, Daniel Pasaribu, Zenia, Gadiza, sama Yosi makan di Obonk deket skolah situ. Sumpah seumur idup gue belom pernah makan situ. Padahal deket bgt dari skolah. Yang menang dari tempat itu apa, harganya -_- hahaha. Biasa, pada tak ada uang kami ini. Haha.

Abis itu kami ketempatku. Kita main. Foto2, main gitar, Bieber-an, yah gitu2lah haha -_-


p.s: judulnye gitu tadi si Daniel pimpin doa makan ahaha :D (Y

Foto2 liat di facebook hahahaha.....

The Titan's Curse

Btw I bought Percy Jackson and the Olympians book three: The Titan's Curse.
Just need ɑ day to finished it haha and now I have nothing to do cos I have nothing to read.
Wanna buy the book 4 as soon as possible.
I love Poseidon! Haha. Woo.
And the story is getting more complicated but amazing.
The characters come and go and come again. Confusing but good.
And Percy get ɑ new enemy here in book 3. Wooo (Y)
Oh I just love when Percy talked awkwardly with his father.
Ah Poseidon is the man! Cool.

Just read yourself :)

"i got a ticket to ride...."

"So kiss me goodbye..."


I'm leavin sooooon dear friendsssss......

I love you all. Don't you ever forget me :)

And I'll never forget your KINDNESS to me.

And to all the shits happened in my life here, buhbye you idiots. Ew.

Wiiiiii..... I'm freeeeeee as ɑ birrdddddd.

I feel sad about leaving you guys. You dudes are the best :)

But I'm glad in some reason. That I'll leave THEM alone.



"So kiss me goodbye....."

WHAT MORE CAN I SAY

my move-to-another-city problem is getting more complicated. seriously. i hate this thing. a lot. gila bener2 membunuh nih masalah ini. i can get over apabila masalahnya cuma pindahan biasa. tapi ini? bener2 bukan pindahan biasa. bener2 bikin gue bingung setengah mati. kenapa bisa gue dihadepin dengan hal kaya gini.

dan saat2 liburan ini torturing teramat sangat. saya ingin keluar negeri atau keluar daerah sampe kemana kek, tapi apa daya saya memang TIDAK BISA karna suatu alasan. saya ingin keluar dari kamar atau rumah ini saja, bener2 gabisa dengan alasan yang tidak bisa dijelaskan di forum publik seperti ini. bener2 nyiksa. buat temen2 gue yang punya liburan menyenangkan, selamat ya, kalian ga boleh ngeluh hahaha kalian harus coba jadi saya.

dan saya lagi bingung. BETAPA KONSUMERISME NYA SAYA. SUMPAH GUE ENEK BANGET. BENER2 ANAK GATAU DIRI NIH GUE PARAH APA2AN. tapi mau gimana. pengen. banget. hidup. foya2. gimana cara ngatasin ini? please please. kasian kan orangtua saya. gue juga mau kali nahan. tapi gimana. kalo kata nyokap,"Kamu ngeliatnya 'keatas' terus sih. Sekali2 ngeliat kebawah." I AM TRYING MOM. SUMPAH. gue emang ga seberuntung orang2 lain yang selama ini gue pandang dengan status 'SANGAT BERUNTUNG'.

dan masalah2 yang tertinggal dan belum terselesaikan. gue pikir ini ga akan pernah selesai. sampe orang terbijak dalam hidup gue--->nyokap, pas gue tanyain soal ini, gue minta pendapat dan solusi, dia bilang udah tinggalin aja, seakan2 ngedukung gue lari dari masalah. padahal selama ini kalo gue ada masalah, dia selalu bilang gue yang salah, jadi gue terdorong untuk menyelesaikan masalah itu. sedangkan masalah yang satu ini pun, nyokap gue udah dukung gue buat 'lari'.



WON'T YOU PLEASE, PLEASE HELP ME.

Prinsip

Prinsip paling dasar hidup gue sebenernya pamrih -_- 'Gue ga butuh lo, kalo lo ga butuh gue.' Bukan prinsip pamrih sih. Menurut gue lebih ke prinsip mandiri dan egois. Gue pengen segala sesuatu itu ada timbal baliknya seperti teori2 yang selama ini orang bicarakan. Maksud gue buat apa kita baik sama orang kalo orang itu gak baik sama kita? Kalo di film2 heroik sih orang yang jahat di film itu akan tobat karna kita baik terus sama dia. Di kehidupan nyata? Seberapa baiknya elo, kalo emang orang itu udah wataknya begitu ya kita mundur ajalah dari hidupnya. Gausa sok2 menyelamakan kehidupan dia gitu kaya di film. Yah emang ini prinsip emang childish dan superbullshit tapi mau diapain? Bodo amat sama pendapat orang. Gue ini begini bukan karna gaada alesan tapi karna udah banyak hal2 di hidup gue yang membuktikan. Dan bukannya gue gamau bantu orang yang salah jalan. Tapi gue aja merasa jalan gue belom bener. Dan lagi, mundur dari kehidupan orang itu bukan berarti gue mundur begitu aja. I keep praying for them kok.

Gue nyesel. Gue kesel.

Balikin gue ke jalan yang bener dong -_-

Hey JUNE, don't make it bad.......

Okay so it's June and I'm still alive.

I've been living a hard life. Semakin hari semakin berat. Tapi kalo dijalanin, yah gue berhasil sampe hari ini. Masalah2 yang belom selesai, akan gue selesain kalo bisa. Kalo nggak, ya minta bantuan angin buat ilanginnya. Mungkin ga? Ga mungkin sih tapi seenggaknya jangan memperburuk masalah.

Rewind.
Gue mikir2 kejadian apa aja yang udah gue alamin, mulai dari kemaren, minggu lalu, bulan lalu, tahun lalu, semua gue pikirin dan jadi ringkasan di otak gue. Rangkuman masa SMP.

Masuk SMP, gue ngerasa mata gue 'terbuka' setelah masa SD yang cuma 'Hahahahihihihi....' sepanjang hari. Cobaan2 masa kecil itu sama sekali gaada apa2nya dibandingin sama siksaan sekarang.

Biasanya anak cowok kalo masuk SMP, tingginya langsung naik drastis. Kalo di hidup gue yang naik drastis itu bobot permasalahannya. Gue inget kelas 7 masalah gue cuma sama guru wali kelas, walaupun pas ngalamin rasanya gimana gitu, sekarang kalo gue inget2, aih masalah gituan doang.

Kelas 8 masalah gue sumpah bener2 ribet. Sampe sekarang kalo mikirin itu gue udah ga punya muka. Tapi gue pikir masalah itu bener2 bisa bikin gue belajar banyak. Gue seneng pernah ngalamin itu.

Kelas 9 masalah bener2 level dewa *sigh* Sampe sekarang mikirinnya aja pengen beli AK-47 buat ngancurin pala sendiri, apa ngga praktekin trik2 ala Happy Tree Friends. Pengen lari sih tapi ga guna toh emang bentar lagi gue ngilang dari peredaran orang Jakarta. Apakah masalah level dewa ini bisa ngasi gue pelajaran? Ya. Pelajaran kesabaran. Pelajaran kerelaan. Pelajaran apa ya? Banyak.

Gue gak bayangin nanti gue hidup sampe umur brapa? 50? 60? 70? Hmmm, am I gonna make it? Masalahnya, umur 15 aja udah banyak alesan yang bikin gue males harus selalu ngadepin masalah. Mana masalahnya dari hari ke hari tuh tambah dewa kan......

Gue inget pas SD kerjaan gue cuma lari2 main petak umpet sama petak jongkok terus nontonin Nidji. Ga inget apa2 lagi. Tapi ada sih pengalaman bermasalah pas kelas 4 SD. Hmmm.... Mungkin trauma mungkin nggak. Tapi berdampak.


Karna itu junewish gue semoga gaada masalah2 lagi.

Boo!

"I'm the kinda guy that you ain't ever seen before."

I don't have anything to post -_-





see yah.

SIDEKICK? NO WAY

We all know that heroes in some movies often appeared with their sidekicks. For examples, Robin, Supergirl, Gerald in 'Hey Arnold', etc etc I even can't remember the sidekicks......

I, in this world, am looking for a friend, not a boss or something. I wanna be friends or maybe sisters and brothers, like Ninja Turtles. They're brothers.

or....

I in this world am not looking for somebody, but I have a mission which I haven't known.

I've spent my time reading NARUTO comic books in my super bored holiday. I feel like I'm half Naruto and I'm half Sasuke. I love my bestfriend and feel like he/she is my real bro/sis, just like Naruto feels about Sasuke.
On the other side, I wanna do some kind of revenge, like Sasuke wanted to. The difference is Sasuke wanted to kill his brother Itachi, and me, I don't know what to do, or....who the hell am I going to kill?

And I like how Sasuke defeats Naruto's popularity among the readers. He isn't Naruto's sidekick. He has his own life. Although the comic title is NARUTO, people love Sasuke too. Not as Naruto's sidekick but as Sasuke.




This post doesn't prove that I am a Sasuke lover.
My favourite character in Naruto is Shikamaru Nara (google it you idiots haha)

on my laptop

woohoo sudah lama tak bersua dengan mu wahai komputer jinjing ku tercinta muah muah muah.....

saya akan post banyak tulisan hari ini :)

SPAM!